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It have been about 2 years i have been stop working. Today when i woke up i cant stop having this feeling...upset, lonely and the most important that i feel so useless...i m so afraid that one day that i would be so useless until my honey will feel the same too..maybe one day he will feel so shame to hold my hand anymore...i do not why i have this feeling..but i cant stop it from coming too..

i feel everything that i do is not wright. i feel ever thing i do is useless. i want to cry but the tears just can't roll down..i think I'm no good to be anyone...

no one to talk too....of course they will say I'm silly....sometimes i feel life i too boring..aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

i hope i can overcome my emotion soon...god please bless me with ur love...

12:50pm (28/8/09)