much better

much better..much better...
feel so good today..went out for lunch with mum n children..
have a good n lovely afternoon..

out for dinner too with darling n children..nice n happy too
especially the life band performance..good voice, nice song n beautiful stage performance..
but the food is not too good..need improvement
happy..happy..

thank you...bless me...

23:20pm (28.08.09)

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It have been about 2 years i have been stop working. Today when i woke up i cant stop having this feeling...upset, lonely and the most important that i feel so useless...i m so afraid that one day that i would be so useless until my honey will feel the same too..maybe one day he will feel so shame to hold my hand anymore...i do not why i have this feeling..but i cant stop it from coming too..

i feel everything that i do is not wright. i feel ever thing i do is useless. i want to cry but the tears just can't roll down..i think I'm no good to be anyone...

no one to talk too....of course they will say I'm silly....sometimes i feel life i too boring..aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

i hope i can overcome my emotion soon...god please bless me with ur love...

12:50pm (28/8/09)

new look

Yesterday i n my daughter went to the optical shop to take our new glasses...wow it looks so unbelievable that i wear glasses.i hate it..but what to do fate................................so sad but the price of the glasses is reasonable(branded n cheap n service is good).

Nothing much to write today maybe not in mood due to the muscle ache because of the hectic exercise yesterday..hahaha..

"take k n peace always"

18/8/09
10.30am

Raining ..raining every day raining..last few days not feeling to happy..some miss understanding happen between my darling and my son...aiya..so sad hope everything will be fine soon.

Today my throat not feeling very good...a bit panic because of the ha1n1.so scared lar..never mind lar hope god bless me and keep healthy always lor..hehe

Take care always everyone.

"Hold and treasure in ours hearts"

21:30pm(14/8/09)

Surprise day..

After picking up my monster from ictl class, we went for lunch. I park my car just beside the stall n suddenly a van came by n bang my car...haiz..damage...so i went to the van and i found out a women with her two children was in there..one of her child was a "special" child..n she keep apologizing to me..she say that the children was screaming juz now..that's way she was out of control.after thinking for a few moment, i told her that she should be more care full n at the end she pay me rm50 for my damage..i took it n i tell myself that i m at the wrong place, at the wrong time... : (

Then later i sent my monster back to school n pick up another monster..this time we went to the optical shop to check on his eye(keep complaining the glasses is blur)..guest what..the "leng cai" say my monster glasses was fine but i m the one who have problem with my beautiful eyes...aiyo he say i need to get glasses on because my vision is getting poor...omg..just cant image me wearing glasses at the street..hahaha

Then i get a surprise call from my darling.He knew he was in a bad mood today n i understand that..dun worry darling i love u...i can tolerate it.

"He knew they need someone kind,
to lend a helping hand,
someone to gladly take the time,
to care and understand"

18pm (11/8/09)

yummy..............

hello.............

Yesterday was a great day...for b'fast we had egg tat n " wu kok" , a bowl of pork noddle(delicious) n a glass of lemon ice tea, for lunch we had yong tau foo in pandan perdana but the food is not that delicious....for dinner we went yulek hawker stall n eat "pan mee", chee cheong fun n keow teow goreng with sugar cane drink..the whole day eat n sleep..wow nice arrrrrrrr................hehe

today morning i received a call from a old friend...inviting me for b'fast but unfortunately hv to say no........lots lots of chaos haven't done yet mah...so i postponed it lunch....we went to "pat kin pat sun" at tmn shamelin..the food niceeeeeeeeeeee........we had "claypot loh shi fun" n salted fish nasi goreng n jasmine tea ice.....chit chatting about our old days, health improvement, mother, children n gossiping...hahahahaaa...

ooo..thx my sister for ur beautiful sms ... life is like piano, white keys r happy moments & black keys r sad moments, but remember, both keys muz play 2gether 2 produce sweet music... ....

to my dearest husband " please take care n thank you for your love"

to my dearest children's " stay healthy n be smart always"

"may god bless"

the end 17:20pm 10/8/09

Glad to be back again!!!

Already 3 months i did not update my blog..many many thing happen during this three months...st i was admitted to hospital, then i fall down and injured my right ankle (swollen like a very very fat fat pig leg)hehe..then my darling lorry was sabotage, my sister enter hospital because kena rob, then my dad turn to admit to hospital for blood transfusion (one after another) and much more things...haiz...hope this thing will end soon...!!

But I'm happy because my darling n my dearest son n daughter still be wif me n give me alot alot of support...thank you...thank you.

Now im trying to keep my health to be better..i dun want people arround me always worry about me..keeping my stamina up by doing some exercise every day...jog jog n jog.

I will jy..jy..i promise..

**Life is challenge, meet it**
**May god bless**

Good nite...