haiz...

long time did not update my blog...

today bad news..dr chua lose liao..haiz...

too bad....

colourful day

early morning sister call...
tic father to hospital he fall down yesterday..
wonder yesterday fall down..y dun ask her children to tic to pa clinic?...
then i ask her son ..maybe he can help to tic his grandpa to clinic since they r staying in the same house..answer is "............"
me very angry..angry..sad to c unresponsible people arround there...haiz.....
then 2nd sister call bla bla bla..i lost tempered ..then i also bla bla bla
reach mum house tic pa to clinic ..dr say no fractured only sprained...tic time to be o.k.
send pa back..reach mum house explain everything..off i go home..

on way back to home
one malay lady hit my car..
"selesai di sini" she pay me rm50...
off i go..

reach home...
go to j j with my two monster..
spend 3 hour shopping..
happy n funny moment finally come..cherish to see them(my monster)..
so funny..hehe..
then my darling called..happy to hear his voice.
lunch very terrible..food n service at the j j food court terrible...

finally reach home..
darling also came back from work
the whole family reunion..
i start to tell grandmother story to my darling..

wow release...

"god bless"
20:50pm ( 19.09.09)

one day tour..hehehe : )

Yesterday was a great day..me, hubby n two monster went to tmn pertanian for one day tour..i really have a good time..since a long time we haven't have this good time..really good time to relax..happy to see my hubby really laughing and relaxing the whole day..

Hope this day will never end..after taman pertanian we headed straight to klang(actually we wanted to go port klang to see sunset) but unfortunately the road under construction..then we change plan to eat bak kut teh..but can't find one..then suddenly one of my monster stomach ache..so no choice we went to kfc..kau tim n eat there for our dinner..

back to k.l n reach home liao..so boring with the hectic heavy traffic jam..boring............hope one day i n hubby can move to kampung to avoid all the hectic jam n boring life style...

"Thank you for the beautiful day darling"
"i love you"
"may god bless"

21:25pm(13/09/09)

Believing in urself means believing in everything..

Quit a while since i did not update my blog...many things to share but did not know how to write.
Thank you for one article that my hubby read it to me..believing in yourself to get better health because u trust that ur body can make u healthy(u must learn how to trust ur body then only it will produce good antibody to give a good n healthy health). After sharing the article with my hubby i finally realize that how important a positive thinking is. yes! i know now!yeah'... :)

To my son, please dun be clumsy n fall in bathroom anymore..it really scare me with the blood n swelling...please be carefull n take good care of yourself...trial spm is going to over soon..hope he can do better in his SPM..dun worry son..awak boleh!!!!

To my daughter do more exercise if u dun want other's to talk about ur weight..hehe..

To my hubby, thank you for being so supportive when ever im sad, unhappy n sometime a bit gila-gila...thank you for all the supportive article n supportive words n please be carefull when u work..dun cut ur finger anymore..

"BELIEVE"
"Learn to forgive and forget to have better life"

11.09.2009 15:45pm

much better

much better..much better...
feel so good today..went out for lunch with mum n children..
have a good n lovely afternoon..

out for dinner too with darling n children..nice n happy too
especially the life band performance..good voice, nice song n beautiful stage performance..
but the food is not too good..need improvement
happy..happy..

thank you...bless me...

23:20pm (28.08.09)

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It have been about 2 years i have been stop working. Today when i woke up i cant stop having this feeling...upset, lonely and the most important that i feel so useless...i m so afraid that one day that i would be so useless until my honey will feel the same too..maybe one day he will feel so shame to hold my hand anymore...i do not why i have this feeling..but i cant stop it from coming too..

i feel everything that i do is not wright. i feel ever thing i do is useless. i want to cry but the tears just can't roll down..i think I'm no good to be anyone...

no one to talk too....of course they will say I'm silly....sometimes i feel life i too boring..aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

i hope i can overcome my emotion soon...god please bless me with ur love...

12:50pm (28/8/09)

new look

Yesterday i n my daughter went to the optical shop to take our new glasses...wow it looks so unbelievable that i wear glasses.i hate it..but what to do fate................................so sad but the price of the glasses is reasonable(branded n cheap n service is good).

Nothing much to write today maybe not in mood due to the muscle ache because of the hectic exercise yesterday..hahaha..

"take k n peace always"

18/8/09
10.30am

Raining ..raining every day raining..last few days not feeling to happy..some miss understanding happen between my darling and my son...aiya..so sad hope everything will be fine soon.

Today my throat not feeling very good...a bit panic because of the ha1n1.so scared lar..never mind lar hope god bless me and keep healthy always lor..hehe

Take care always everyone.

"Hold and treasure in ours hearts"

21:30pm(14/8/09)

Surprise day..

After picking up my monster from ictl class, we went for lunch. I park my car just beside the stall n suddenly a van came by n bang my car...haiz..damage...so i went to the van and i found out a women with her two children was in there..one of her child was a "special" child..n she keep apologizing to me..she say that the children was screaming juz now..that's way she was out of control.after thinking for a few moment, i told her that she should be more care full n at the end she pay me rm50 for my damage..i took it n i tell myself that i m at the wrong place, at the wrong time... : (

Then later i sent my monster back to school n pick up another monster..this time we went to the optical shop to check on his eye(keep complaining the glasses is blur)..guest what..the "leng cai" say my monster glasses was fine but i m the one who have problem with my beautiful eyes...aiyo he say i need to get glasses on because my vision is getting poor...omg..just cant image me wearing glasses at the street..hahaha

Then i get a surprise call from my darling.He knew he was in a bad mood today n i understand that..dun worry darling i love u...i can tolerate it.

"He knew they need someone kind,
to lend a helping hand,
someone to gladly take the time,
to care and understand"

18pm (11/8/09)

yummy..............

hello.............

Yesterday was a great day...for b'fast we had egg tat n " wu kok" , a bowl of pork noddle(delicious) n a glass of lemon ice tea, for lunch we had yong tau foo in pandan perdana but the food is not that delicious....for dinner we went yulek hawker stall n eat "pan mee", chee cheong fun n keow teow goreng with sugar cane drink..the whole day eat n sleep..wow nice arrrrrrrr................hehe

today morning i received a call from a old friend...inviting me for b'fast but unfortunately hv to say no........lots lots of chaos haven't done yet mah...so i postponed it lunch....we went to "pat kin pat sun" at tmn shamelin..the food niceeeeeeeeeeee........we had "claypot loh shi fun" n salted fish nasi goreng n jasmine tea ice.....chit chatting about our old days, health improvement, mother, children n gossiping...hahahahaaa...

ooo..thx my sister for ur beautiful sms ... life is like piano, white keys r happy moments & black keys r sad moments, but remember, both keys muz play 2gether 2 produce sweet music... ....

to my dearest husband " please take care n thank you for your love"

to my dearest children's " stay healthy n be smart always"

"may god bless"

the end 17:20pm 10/8/09

Glad to be back again!!!

Already 3 months i did not update my blog..many many thing happen during this three months...st i was admitted to hospital, then i fall down and injured my right ankle (swollen like a very very fat fat pig leg)hehe..then my darling lorry was sabotage, my sister enter hospital because kena rob, then my dad turn to admit to hospital for blood transfusion (one after another) and much more things...haiz...hope this thing will end soon...!!

But I'm happy because my darling n my dearest son n daughter still be wif me n give me alot alot of support...thank you...thank you.

Now im trying to keep my health to be better..i dun want people arround me always worry about me..keeping my stamina up by doing some exercise every day...jog jog n jog.

I will jy..jy..i promise..

**Life is challenge, meet it**
**May god bless**

Good nite...

"chang"

today i went to my yoga class early because my teacher are going to teach us how to make "chang". This is my first time to make "chang". The process was a bit complicated but i enjoy learning how to do it n the result is very good. I decide to try to do it all by myself comming saturday.
Thank you very much teacher. because of her i have this guts to do it.

my st trial

today i try to made cake. my very first time...i call it " biskut cake ". wow the result is very good. my son love it but he say it is not soft enough. i will be more better next time.

i just can believe i actually made a cake all my own self. now I'm waiting for my honey to come back to work to try it hope he like it too.

he he

Over

Finally e'thing is over. Settle. No more going to the stupid bank again.Im so happy.

im sorry...

Yesterday was the first day, i send dinner over to my mil. According to my honey, she had a difficult time, due to her leg problem. Honey say from yesterday onwards we need to send dinner to her. Is ok, im happy my honey is a responsible but dunno why i have a funny feeling, maybe i think too much. Years past.. i n her relationship is not good...more worst after what happen last year but i promise myself i dun want my honey to be sad.

What happen cannot turn back... Im sorry honey i just can stay with her.im sorry...hope ur others brother and sister can.

Im happy with my life now...i hope there will not be changes....

Angry

Today i went to bank to settle my final loan, but the stupid worker at the bank made me wait for nearly two hour(just to check on amount of settlement), then ask us to come back tomorrow to get the release letter. oh my god! why the progress is so slow and dam stupid...

I am so angry until i scream at the officer...they are all shit eater..... no responsible at all....i hope they can improved their service or else they will losing a lot lot of client....

I told my honey next if we need to get loan do not choose that bank..their service is totally out....

I hope the release letter will be ready by tomorrow..... please....i do not want to have any connection with that bank again...eeeeeeeeeeee

hope

Today early morning, my daughter made me so mad...she is just so lazy to wake up to school... one day i will give her a lesson....not to wake her up let her late to school....so geram...today my honey went to puspakom for lorry inspection..unbelievably so smooth..pass.......only one time...good news yeah...

The best news is this month is last month we need to pay for our installment. At last..finish..yeah...finally i have hope for my new sofa....hopefully can buy a new set sofa soon..our sofa is so old(i think is almost 8 years liao..). Pray hard....new sofa...new sofa...hahaha...

A better day

We have a better day today...but i did something really stupid but funny...i throw my car remote control into the washing machine together with the dirty cloths.....my darling say he have nothing to say..hahahaha..but the lucky thing is my darling manage to repair it although the remote control go through the washing process...hahaha..thank you darling.

We went out for dinner just now, have a good and peace dinner together with my darling and my two honey.

Done

Today we went to the lawyer firm.Everything settle...i felt happy and a little bit sad, but however everything is settle and done.....done...now and forever.

Thank honey, thank you...giving support....tell me what is the best...

Dun want to contact with them at this moment..not now...dun know in future...my feeling is calm....i want me and my family to be happy...

Tonite i can sleep well....thanks again honey..i love u..Good nite

Bad human

I have a very bad impression on them, on what happen today. That two human being is really have a bad behaviour and disgusting.....They came to my house, make a of noise, on all my lights(dunno why). I felt like slapping them but i still sabar.

How come they can force us to trust them after what happen all this years. Why dun they just turn and think back what have they done....take a minute think..think...after doing mistake still want to admit and throw all the "shit" to others.Aiyo.. please be fair....

But in deep of my heart i promise myself i really dun want to see them again...at lease for this moment. I dun know what will happen in future but at this moment i really cant forgive them for what they done in my house....

back again...

hi..im back..after for a long time... im so happy lately...
tq darling .. i love the suprises... that is the best one..tq so much..
i love u ....happy valentine.....