haiz...

long time did not update my blog...

today bad news..dr chua lose liao..haiz...

too bad....

colourful day

early morning sister call...
tic father to hospital he fall down yesterday..
wonder yesterday fall down..y dun ask her children to tic to pa clinic?...
then i ask her son ..maybe he can help to tic his grandpa to clinic since they r staying in the same house..answer is "............"
me very angry..angry..sad to c unresponsible people arround there...haiz.....
then 2nd sister call bla bla bla..i lost tempered ..then i also bla bla bla
reach mum house tic pa to clinic ..dr say no fractured only sprained...tic time to be o.k.
send pa back..reach mum house explain everything..off i go home..

on way back to home
one malay lady hit my car..
"selesai di sini" she pay me rm50...
off i go..

reach home...
go to j j with my two monster..
spend 3 hour shopping..
happy n funny moment finally come..cherish to see them(my monster)..
so funny..hehe..
then my darling called..happy to hear his voice.
lunch very terrible..food n service at the j j food court terrible...

finally reach home..
darling also came back from work
the whole family reunion..
i start to tell grandmother story to my darling..

wow release...

"god bless"
20:50pm ( 19.09.09)

one day tour..hehehe : )

Yesterday was a great day..me, hubby n two monster went to tmn pertanian for one day tour..i really have a good time..since a long time we haven't have this good time..really good time to relax..happy to see my hubby really laughing and relaxing the whole day..

Hope this day will never end..after taman pertanian we headed straight to klang(actually we wanted to go port klang to see sunset) but unfortunately the road under construction..then we change plan to eat bak kut teh..but can't find one..then suddenly one of my monster stomach ache..so no choice we went to kfc..kau tim n eat there for our dinner..

back to k.l n reach home liao..so boring with the hectic heavy traffic jam..boring............hope one day i n hubby can move to kampung to avoid all the hectic jam n boring life style...

"Thank you for the beautiful day darling"
"i love you"
"may god bless"

21:25pm(13/09/09)

Believing in urself means believing in everything..

Quit a while since i did not update my blog...many things to share but did not know how to write.
Thank you for one article that my hubby read it to me..believing in yourself to get better health because u trust that ur body can make u healthy(u must learn how to trust ur body then only it will produce good antibody to give a good n healthy health). After sharing the article with my hubby i finally realize that how important a positive thinking is. yes! i know now!yeah'... :)

To my son, please dun be clumsy n fall in bathroom anymore..it really scare me with the blood n swelling...please be carefull n take good care of yourself...trial spm is going to over soon..hope he can do better in his SPM..dun worry son..awak boleh!!!!

To my daughter do more exercise if u dun want other's to talk about ur weight..hehe..

To my hubby, thank you for being so supportive when ever im sad, unhappy n sometime a bit gila-gila...thank you for all the supportive article n supportive words n please be carefull when u work..dun cut ur finger anymore..

"BELIEVE"
"Learn to forgive and forget to have better life"

11.09.2009 15:45pm

much better

much better..much better...
feel so good today..went out for lunch with mum n children..
have a good n lovely afternoon..

out for dinner too with darling n children..nice n happy too
especially the life band performance..good voice, nice song n beautiful stage performance..
but the food is not too good..need improvement
happy..happy..

thank you...bless me...

23:20pm (28.08.09)

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It have been about 2 years i have been stop working. Today when i woke up i cant stop having this feeling...upset, lonely and the most important that i feel so useless...i m so afraid that one day that i would be so useless until my honey will feel the same too..maybe one day he will feel so shame to hold my hand anymore...i do not why i have this feeling..but i cant stop it from coming too..

i feel everything that i do is not wright. i feel ever thing i do is useless. i want to cry but the tears just can't roll down..i think I'm no good to be anyone...

no one to talk too....of course they will say I'm silly....sometimes i feel life i too boring..aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

i hope i can overcome my emotion soon...god please bless me with ur love...

12:50pm (28/8/09)

new look

Yesterday i n my daughter went to the optical shop to take our new glasses...wow it looks so unbelievable that i wear glasses.i hate it..but what to do fate................................so sad but the price of the glasses is reasonable(branded n cheap n service is good).

Nothing much to write today maybe not in mood due to the muscle ache because of the hectic exercise yesterday..hahaha..

"take k n peace always"

18/8/09
10.30am